Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Where is my soul?

My first post...I do not anticipate I will have any one reading this, but it will be nice to clear my mind here.

The past 8 months have been a living hell. I am dead inside. Has my soul left me, and my brain is just figuring it out?? I wonder lately how people live so long. Can I keep going day after day in this shell of a body? I am going through the motions, everyday a fight to keep going. Why? I don't know...I don't know the problem or the answer.

I have decided to live each day as though it were my last. I really don't want to be here anymore...but maybe, just maybe if I can look back at the day and see what I would have missed...I can change that.

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